I am sitting here in the quiet of our home thinking that I can't believe that it has been 2 months and 2 days since my love has left us. I am also sitting here looking around our empty house with tears in my eyes because I know what a "normal" Sunday would have been like just 2 months ago had that awful night not changed my life forever. There would have been coffee brewing, breakfast cooking, HGTV or Food Network on the TV, but most of all there would be conversation, laughing, kisses, I love you's. Now, like so many other mornings, days, nights there is just that empty feeling. Sunday's were our day, whether it be spending the day as a family or just the two of us. We loved and looked forward to this day of the week so very much. And of course Sunday's would always end up with a cookout at our house with family and friends. This was a tradition that we had just recently started and we loved it! Amazing food, great friends and our family all together for laughter and fun.
Sigh. I miss those Sunday's oh so much.
Oh honey...I am so sorry. I wish I could change things for you. It breaks my heart to think about what you and your kids are going thru. I hope doing this blog has helped you some what. Praying for you guys everyday and hoping one day you will find peace and comfort. Cherish those special memories and keep them close to your heart! They are yours and no one can ever take that away from you! Hang in there, sweet friend!! You have lots of friends and family that care about you and your kiddos. We're all here for if you need us! Thank you for sharing your thoughts babe! Miss & Love You, Nicole!!! Sending you hugs from TN ;)
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